Space Traveler Discloses Mental Health Struggle After ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the wake of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also featured well-known figures.
The high-profile flight was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash eclipsed her moment under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a online statement, referring to a phone call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.
She characterized the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and conducted tests during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – from her studies and astronaut training to the historic significance of her roots – was overshadowed under the tide of sexist vitriol.
She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work championing the cause of survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after surviving a rape during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Months following reaching space, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she wrote.
She concluded that despite the negativity, considerable good had come out of the flight, including increased focus on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that crossed the edge of space.
The team of pioneers also included accomplished professionals from different industries.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.